My heart is confused. My head is too, but not as much. How do I handle this situation? How do I fight off my pride and go for what my heart believes in? What the hell is stopping me? The thing is, if I do decide to go for it, I have no guarantee I can be convincing enough to get what I’m going for, to make it right again. And that’s what scares the shit out of me. If I don’t win, if I fail to get the love back, I’m not sure I’ll be able to recover.

But is that a good reason to let it slip away? No. Not good enough.

Cryptic? I know..